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Gun Inside My Brain

by Brian Gomez

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1.
Hello 04:00
Well hello What can I do for you Let’s talk awhile I might change your point of view I can charm you and amuse you I can easily confuse you They had their chance but now their time is up In the battle for your soul I’m a stripper on a pole And they’re a beggar holding out a plastic cup I’m bad I’m what your Dad Told you to Stay away from turn that goddam noise of That aint music It’s just bad They say I’m mad I got a gun inside my brain And I’m not afraid to use it Hello So come on in and I’ll fix you a drink And I’ll whisper in your ear the thoughts to think I can lure you and seduce you When I’m done I will reduce you To nothing more than what I say you are So let me entertain you It won’t take much to train you Just do what I say child and you’ll go far I’m bad I’m what your Dad Told you to Stay away from turn that goddam noise of That aint music It’s just bad They say I’m mad I got a gun in my guitar And I’m not afraid to use it So say goodbye to the life you left behind And sing out loud my words inside your mind I’m bad I’m what your Dad Told you to Stay away from turn that goddam noise of That aint music It’s just bad They say I’m mad I got a gun inside my brain And I’m not afraid to use it
2.
My God (Is Better Than Your God) My God Is better than your god Your God Has inadequate laws My God hates atheists and rockers Divorcees and homos and whores My God Is Better Than Yours My God Is better than your god My God is worth fighting for My God could beat your god at football At wrestling at war My God wants to meet you so Here's a brochure My God Is better than your god My God is universally feared My God is ancient and knowing and wise You can tell by his flowy white beard Your god is just bloody weird My God Is better than your god My God is top of the list My God says your god Doesn’t even exist And if you disagree I’ll prove it with my fist
3.
Heaven save us from the dawn that will bring unfamiliar days Heaven save us from the deviants who threaten our old ways Heaven save us from the minds that insist on being filled With all these new ideas that just will not be killed Strike em down (Oh lord can you hear me) Heaven save us from the words that are defeating all the swords Heaven save us from the people who pray to other gods Heaven save us from the people who do not pray at all Heaven lift us for we fear that we may fall Strike em down (Oh lord can you hear me) Send the flood, send the plague Please be clear now, don't be vague Heaven save us from the clutches of that evil rock n roll Heaven bring us back the good days when we used to have control Heaven save us from the youth Heaven save us from the truth Heaven save us from the people who aren’t me
4.
THE HAVE-NOTS Big bob Can’t get a real job To save his life Just won’t wake up and face reality He plays guitar to an empty bar And his brother says he won’t get far How you 'spect to s'port your family So he put on a tie and he tucked his shirt And he dished the water-cooler dirt With all the other datuk wannabes But he never really understood how golf can be a sport And he loved his woman and he loved hus kids But he was still a couple wives short And he said Fuck this I’m happy to be one of the have nots If being a haves like that I’m happy to be one of the have nots Coz I’m sure not doing that I’m happy to be one of the have nots S'long as there’s rice in my bowl I’m happy to be one of the have-nots Least I still have my soul Strange jane, insane, boarded a new train of thought And she only got out at the furthest stop She said I tried to be strong But I guess I was wrong I s'pose it’s now time to belong And all her friends, shrug and say Guess in hell it’s a cold cold day They wished her luck and they said so long And she hummed that Janis Joplin song As she took the elevator to the top And she smiled at all their anecdotes Like a proper woman should Then she told a joke and she laughed out loud But nobody understood And she said Fuck this I’m happy to be one of the have nots If being a haves like that I’m happy to be one of the have nots I’m not ending up like that I’m happy to be one of the have nots S'long as there’s rice in my bowl I’m happy to be one of the have-nots Least I still have my soul Old joe. Slow mo, look at him go go Look at him not Gave up his life for a reserved parking lot They gave him a plaque then they gave him the sack Then they looked him in the eye and said Don’t come back There’s no more place for your old school of thought Now he’s looking for meaning and he's looking for love He’s looking to the skies above Come on world now show me what you got And they said come on in and let us introduce you to our god But the price of his salvation was too much for him to afford And he said Fuck This I’m happy to be one of the have nots If being a haves like that I’m happy to be one of the have nots I’ll just sit here and talk to my cat I’m happy to be one of the have nots You can keep your camaraderie I’m happy to be one of the have-nots And I shall remain free
5.
FRIEND OF THE DEVIL She goes down a road That nobody’s seen Where the sky is black And the water is green A woman there reads her And then she feeds her With potions and creams With hopes and dreams And she wonders bout the possibilities As she makes her plans by candlelight Would he love her again With her new abilities And the devil as her friend Tonight She pleads with her old god Forgive her her sins She packs her bags [now With needles and pins She goes to see him She goes to free him From the doubts that linger From the ring on his finger And she wonders bout the possibilities As she makes her plans by candlelight Would he love her again With her new abilities And the devil as her friend Tonight She sees the future In a cup of tea leaves She sees that he cheats She sees that he leaves So she goes back To where the sky is black And the water is green To change what she’s seen Now he wonders how she came to be his wife As he stares into the candlelight And she wonders for the rest of her life Would he really love her If the devil weren’t here friend tonight
6.
Engkau2Aku2 03:28
ENGKAU AKU Engkau engkau aku aku Mataku silau Tengok papan tanda mu Yang jerit dari jauh Tak tahu malu So Engkau engkau Aku aku Engkau engkau aku aku Ku tak kacau Ruang otak mu Yang kemarau Idea baru So Engkau engkau Aku aku Jangan mintak aku jelaskan Pilihan hidupku Aku boleh tapi malas Malas Engkau engkau aku aku Tak usah risau Sudut pandanganku Takkan pukau Anak dara mu So Engkau engkau Aku aku
7.
BRING MY CHILDREN HOME They say that there’s a god in heaven But answered prayers they don’t come cheap It’s now a quarter past eleven She wonders if they’re fast asleep The beds are made just like she told them they should be But this tiny room’s now just a hole This house is nothing but decaying wood But at least it used to have a soul Bring my Children Home (3X) They’re lighting candles in merdeka square They’re talking bout her in the news Her lawyers tell her there are people who care But she wonders sometimes what’s the use Imporatnt men are on the TV screen They’re saying that the deal is done They say that this is how it’s always been They tell her that her race is run Bring My Children Home (3X) The least that you can do lord is just tell they’re allright And let me hear their voices To get me though the night They say that there’s a god in heaven But answered prayers they don’t come cheap It’s forty minutes past eleven She has to go there’re roads to sweep And as she cleans the mess we’ve left behind There’s only one thing in her tired mind Bring My Children Home (4X)
8.
Cards Fall 04:30
CARDS FALL I don’t know Where this road leads to I might throw it all before I’m through But I have faith and I have hope Though I’ve bought enough length of rope To hang myself if I should fail But I won’t leave a bloody trail Of broken dreams and past regrets Sure I might have a bunch of debts To pay That’s okay I doesn’t matter anyway If I should win or lose someday At least I work where I would play Just let the cards fall where they may I don’t own Much that I can show Chances blown They come and then they go But I have songs and I have books I lost my mind but I have my looks And I have stories in my head That I should tell before I’m dead And you can listen if you want Or you can rave and you can rant Away That’s okay I doesn’t matter anyway If I should win or lose someday At least I work where I would play Just let the cards fall where they may And I have blisters on my feet From walking down a one way street The wrong way That’s okay Biarkan dunia perli ku Biar jalan ku tanpa tuju Biar hala ku tak menentu Biar mereka tak setuju
9.
DRINK TILL DAWN Well it’s closing time You can always tell When the band starts playing man bai But I don’t wannna go Man what the hell I’m not even a little bit high What happened to the days when We could drink till dawn The waiters are telling me to hurry up And I’m thinking well how rude I just got here a few hours ago I’m only now getting in the mood The manager says that he’s afraid There’s a rumour going round that there’s gonna be a raid What happened to the days when We could drink till dawn You can hardly hear the music now The deejay’s turned it way down low But my friends and I we wanna party some more But there’s just nowhere to go What we’re asking for is not a lot Just a couple more beers and a couple more shots What happened to the days when We could drink till dawn Hey hey hey Bartender Tell me what the hell is going on What happened to the days when We could drink till Dawn dawn dawn dawn Just leave that barrel tap on All night Well the lights are off in all the shops But just close the shutters and pay the cops And we’ll raise a glass to the days When we could drink till dawn Hey hey hey Bartender Don’t tell me that them days are gone What happened to the days when we could drink till dawn Hey hey hey Bartender Tell me what the hell is going on What happened to the days when We could drink till dawn (4x)
10.
Rokok Sebatang (free) 03:43
ROKOK SEBATANG Engkau suruh aku balik ke tempat asal ku Buat apa aku nak balik ke johor bahru Ini tanah tumpah darahku Aku takkan ke mana Na na na na na na Aku tak perlu bukti apa kat sesiapapun Moyang aku pun turun padang melawan jepun Negarakau juga negaraku Jom kita duduk sembang (na na na na na na na na na) Kena rokok sebatang (dua tiga empat, sekotak kalau sempat) Mungkin kau kan faham Aku bukan pendatang (na na na na na na na na na) Engkau nak aku jadi yang menurut perintah Aku tanya kenapa, engkau jawab entah Tapi pendirian kau tetap tak Terbuka pada wacana (na na na na na na na) Engkau kata perjuanganku bagai derhaka Tapi derhaka dulu kini jadi pusaka Di negarakau negaraku Jom kita duduk sembang (na na na na na na na na na) Kena rokok sebatang (dua tiga empat, sekotak kalau sempat) Mungkin kau kan faham Aku bukan pendatang (na na na na na na na na na) Order teh tarik dua gelas Tak payah ancam mei tiga belas
11.
Racist 02:58
RACIST Now this here is the point Where the conversation dies And in its place we hear The familiar battlecries Of myopic old contracts Perpetuated by fools That tell us to be muhibbah In separate language schools That tell us to be quiet While they divide and rule But I’m no racist Just suspicious of different faces Who’s on my left who’s that on my right They just don’t look right I’m no racist Just don’t know where my rightful place is But I know its not here in your palace of fear So leave me out of your Moron government plans Now this here is the point Where the conversation ends Where the line is drawn Between enemies and friends They rigged up all the streets and they lit a common fuse And they hoped the time will never come when we find we have no use For their slogans and their speeches and their manufactured news But I’m no racist Just suspicious of different faces Who’s on my left who’s that on my right They just don’t look right I’m no racist Just don’t know where my rightful place is But I know its not here in your palace of fear So leave me out of your Moron government plans So this here is the point Where the conversation starts In the stalls and in the halls And in the temples of the arts
12.
Hilang 05:01
HILANG Petak buku matematik Di jadikan ku ruang lukis komik Cikgu kata Hmmmmm…menyampah Budak ini bila besar nanti kerja angkat sampah Balik rumah Ibu Ayah Kata buat apa kami Susah payah Hantar engkau Sekolah buang masa Budak ini tak berguna Memang tak tahu kenal jasa Mereka tak dapat lihat dunia dari mataku Mereka tak memahami tulisan di jataku Peduli apa masa sebelum dan selepas ini Imaginasi ku di ruang angkasa lepas Di hutan belentara Di ruang di antara Dunia sini dan dunia sana Jalan nak pulang entah di mana Hilang Jom hilang Jom hilang Jom hilangkan diri Waktu malam bawah pokok Dengan member main kapok Orang kata silap pilih kawan Budak ini memang sesat hidup tiada haluan Masa pukul satu pagi Aku masih jamming lagi Polis kata Hoi…berambus Budak ini kecoh betul Masuk lokap lagi bagus Mereka tak dapat lihat dunia dari mataku Mereka tak memahami tulisan di jataku Peduli apa masa sebelum dan selepas ini Imaginasi ku di ruang angkasa lepas Di hutan belentara Di ruang di antara Dunia sini dan dunia sana Jalan nak pulang entah di mana Hilang Jom hilang Jom hilang Jom hilangkan diri

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released August 6, 2012

Music and lyrics by Brian Gomez

Brian Gomez - all vocals, guitars
Daryl Chan - Bass
Richard Skin Chua - beats
Melani Delilkan - backing vocals on My God, Prayer for the Dying, Bring My Children Home, Friend of the Devil
Dinesh & Rimesh Segaran - backing vocals on Drink Till Dawn, Racist

Recorded at Incognito Productions and Grido Studio
Mixed at SuperRed by Richard Skin Chua
Mastered at Black Dog Mastering

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